What is going through my Mind?

The reason I wrote this post is that I am not getting any kind of respect, except my parents. The closest people I have which is my Father, Mother, Big brother (Although, I won't call him brother) and little brother. My big brother is that kind of cold-hearted towards my family and a friendly funny character towards his friend. He would disrespect me when I go to tell him something he ignores me and doesn't even look at me like I was nothing like I was not ever there. Just dust. He would insult me, flip on me the bird, call me names and would tell my little brother bad things towards that he even flipped my little brother against me. He made my little brother ignore you, we would have a lot of fights and I would just forget like it didn't happen. I would get very angry when my parents would tell me the I don't forgive at all when I am the biggest forgiver in the whole family. My big brother would take that for granted. No matter how much I forgave, respected him and fo...

Hello there! So, I am going to publish 1 post every Friday and Saturday. I might take a lot of breaks here and there but it is alright. Now I know I said that I will publish all of them just right away, but sometimes you need to change the plan. I also said that I will not use the laptop or even the mobile except for important uses. Am I stupid? Because of my stupidity, I actually use the phone and the laptop. I said that I won't use it, well. I have downloaded 4 new games from Steam. WOW! Look at this progress, so huge. Well yeh, I am weak I don't know why. Now, if I stopped gaming, that would suck. But If I stopped using electronics, I won't be blogging. But I want to stop gaming and at the same time, I don't want to. Seriously? You got to choose a side, my friend. Well, I guess playing games win. I will never stop trying to avoid games and I know I will avoid it one day. Anyway, all the post I will publish soon will be long and I am pretty sure you will have fun...

Well, all of us get confused at some point in our life. Yeah, I either the stupidity of a person or a weird situation to a hard complex math equation etc. can be actually confusing. There is a lot of things that can be confusing. You know, sometimes you like to subtly mess with someone's head to get them confused and the confusion on their face is just priceless. You know, it is really frustrating when you get confused about an argument or a conversation between your friends or you and your friend and you ask them for an explanation and they refuse and leave you deserted or what can I say...dumb, or maybe a joke and they just don't want to explain it to you. But why?! It is frustrating that I feel like I don't want to to tell them anything next time and leave them confused too. Many people can confuse you if they want to by doing simple actions or saying simple sentences that is nonsense. And it is always fun to confuse people. Say your friends confused you or left y...

You know that feeling when people disturb your peace, it is one of the worst things you will have to experience. I mean, what are the odds of not experiencing disturbance. When you are just sitting in peace do whatever you are doing in peace, and suddenly someone disturbs your peaceful moment and asks to join in or keeps talking about something and stops whatever you were doing. You know, I was watching a YouTuber called  Fitz  (he is actually a very funny and great YouTuber but don't watch if you get offended easily) watching a video called  BEST OF FITZ 2018 . Anyway, a clip of Fortnite came in the video (The video is about 1 hour long) and my little brother saw that little clip and got interested and disturbed my beautiful peace. Kept crying to repeat that clip so I did, now he wants to watch with me. The reason I don't want him to watch is that I wanted to be alone and because he talks like non-stop over small details and repeats things over and over. Yeah, ...

A lot of people including me doesn't have that much confidence. Yeah, I generally don't care what people think about me but I don't like the situation where I am the centre of attention. Today I had to participate in a class presentation that the teacher made in front of all students from grade 7 to 8 (Of course, there were absentees) which was one of the experiences that I don't want to happen again. Now I am not sure why I don't do well but probably because I am worried about what people think about me which I mentioned earlier that I don't. Probably I don't want strangers to think bad about me but don't care when people I am familiar with judge me and tell some of my shit things in my personality. People usually care about what people think because these days, we are so stupid. And we care about small shitty details. Like oh no he pronounced a word in the wrong way, or she has way too many freckles or he isn't tall enough. Just cut the bullshit, ...

I like when I just sit all alone,  Beats and Choirs on the phone,  Meets my desire of a tone, So beautiful I shake my bone. Because in my world I'm always feeling down, Because in my world they put on my face a frown. This is a poem I wrote about being alone, phones, music and the world. And I don't twerk, I mean dance goddamnit!  Anyways, Mobile Phones! One of the most things that waste the teenagers' time, it is popular among children and teenagers including me. We go through a lot of arguments and conversations about mobile phones. One of the most popular arguments is that Samsung is better than the iPhone or that the iPhone is more secure than Samsung but, both of them is true. Now you might not agree and comment down a reason why that iPhone is not more secure than Samsung or that Samsung isn't better than iPhone and then after that, someone is going to reply to you and deny about any fact that you might say, and then, if it is possible, I'...

This is time, run away like slime. Falls so fast, unreachable like the past. That is right, that is the best definition of time. What do you think of this font, by the way, I mean, the last posts had a boring and bad font, right? That was a mistake, but it is alright! We do mistakes to learn, that will be a good topic that I should talk about. NOTED! Now back to the topic: Time Now time is a really big deal, it is probably the most important thing in life. I think it is the most important with no doubt, but the thing is, no matter how important it is, it is the most thing that we, humans, waste. Like I am probably wasting my time writing your damn posts to make you have fun but no one appreciates it. Thank you! I waste time by watching YouTube, and I want to stop. But I am not stopping it, but why?! Is there a way I can stop? I don't know man, but there should be a way! Wasting time is the most common problem among peoples especially kids and teenagers from this generation i...