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Time

This is time, run away like slime. Falls so fast, unreachable like the past.

That is right, that is the best definition of time. What do you think of this font, by the way, I mean, the last posts had a boring and bad font, right? That was a mistake, but it is alright! We do mistakes to learn, that will be a good topic that I should talk about. NOTED!

Now back to the topic: Time

Now time is a really big deal, it is probably the most important thing in life. I think it is the most important with no doubt, but the thing is, no matter how important it is, it is the most thing that we, humans, waste. Like I am probably wasting my time writing your damn posts to make you have fun but no one appreciates it. Thank you! I waste time by watching YouTube, and I want to stop. But I am not stopping it, but why?! Is there a way I can stop? I don't know man, but there should be a way! Wasting time is the most common problem among peoples especially kids and teenagers from this generation including me! Why do we struggle with that, well there are a lot of several reasons. Social Media, Internet, fun and relieving stress. Though when we do something that wastes time, we know it is wrong and it is not going to end positively, we still do it! BUT WHY?! I don't really no! I waste most of the time because of playing Call of Duty: Mobile because I am so addicted to it that I am actually good at this game (kind of) that I one day, got killed! What did you expect me to say? I won, killed everyone that they thought I was a hacker? PFFT! That is called day-dreaming my friend. I am just saying how I am addicted to wasting my time.

At some point, I get tired of wasting time that I actually put up plans. I delete games, social media apps, read books and try to waste my time on something productive. But another side of my brain like to come at a random time and manipulates the system and make me download games and get addicted to it again. There was a time where I stopped games completely, I had no games on my phone or my laptop and I wasn't addicted at all. But look at how I went back. I hate it! It is so hard, now my dad decided to put a system or a moderation app on my iPhone called OurPact which is (according to the website itself) the number one rated parental control app for mobile. Now using this system or moderation app or program or whatever it is, he can hide any app that he wants to. Like Appstore, Settings and even everything so you can open your phone with just the screen. He can also block the ability or access to being able to uninstall apps. WHAT?! But what the use of it, don't worry, that is the same question I asked my dad. He said that he hid the parental control app and so to make sure I don't delete this app, He prohibited the ability to uninstall. Which is to be honest, so stupid because how am I going to delete this app when he has already hidden the app? Doesn't make sense, right?

So I was deciding to delete all the games and all the apps that might take my time, but you would say that I might install it again. Well, I thought I would just let him hide Appstore, now I am not going to install it again. Once I was going to do and decided that I should delete the apps and games, I wouldn't see that small "X" in the corner of any app. They were shaking but I couldn't delete it. I thought maybe because of how old this iPhone is or because of the damaged that happened to this phone. (Yeah the phone would fall from my hand a lot for stupid reasons) Turns out that my dad blocked the ability of me being able to delete apps for the reason I mentioned above. Well, how am I going to execute my plan? The answer is: I am not going to execute it, I will be cursed with games that I will probably never going to be able to delete. Thank you very much, Dad!
Now I am not saying that he did something wrong, but, how am I going to delete this application? 

Anyways, my point is that you can't buy time with money. This is the only thing that can't be bought with money and most of the times it slips away in a matter of seconds. Time is the most important thing in our lives, if not, one of the most important of all time. We need time in probably every process. Probably everything has to do with time. Years, Months, Weeks, Days, Hours, Minutes, Seconds, Decisecond, Centisecond, Millisecond, Microsecond and honestly I can go on but I don't want to annoy you more which, to be honest, I love it when I annoy people. Come on go comment something negative and waste your time by hating on me for doing something stupid that will not even affect me when you say negative shit. You know damn well that you are wasting your time with those negative comments.

Anyway, I have no plans of how to stop losing control over your time because probably there is no way to stop losing control of time. There are times where you will actually lose control, to be able to grow stronger and be able to control it. You will fall a couple of times until you control it. It's a matter of time. Everything that holds you back and you are trying to control it is like a virus, you are the immune system. If you are strong enough, you will survive, fall again to be able to kill that virus or take control over it. People who just take the easy way out have a weak immune system and no offence. I haven't experienced such a thing that is so hard I must admit so I might be wrong but I will learn from this mistake and get better. Or probably I am just so stupid for posting these posts. I don't care what you think or what I think anyway at this current moment. 

I hope you enjoyed this post if you got any tips, topic, opinions or compliments feel free to share it down in the comment section. Hope you have a good day!

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