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Respect

The reason I wrote this post is that I am not getting any kind of respect, except my parents. The closest people I have which is my Father, Mother, Big brother (Although, I won't call him brother) and little brother. My big brother is that kind of cold-hearted towards my family and a friendly funny character towards his friend. He would disrespect me when I go to tell him something he ignores me and doesn't even look at me like I was nothing like I was not ever there. Just dust. He would insult me, flip on me the bird, call me names and would tell my little brother bad things towards that he even flipped my little brother against me. He made my little brother ignore you, we would have a lot of fights and I would just forget like it didn't happen. I would get very angry when my parents would tell me the I don't forgive at all when I am the biggest forgiver in the whole family. My big brother would take that for granted. No matter how much I forgave, respected him and forgot what he did. He would repeat what he did to me, upset me, disappoint me and hurt me again. I am not a girl so don't think I punch him back whenever he does but we know he is physically stronger than me.

 He would upset everyone even my little brother but somehow he would make him forget and make him laugh. You know my brother is shit and I hate him. If you said that I say that but I actually love him. Well, I used to. I decided to be cold-hearted. I even broke a promise that I made to him, told him no in a silly way that he got annoyed. "It fell off my hand and it got broken, you know me, everything falls off my hand." He got angry and said, "Don't be sad when I treat you like shit." I was amazed, not by the response, but the fact that he thought he didn't even treat me like shit. How will he treat me like shit when he already did and does all the time?! 

 So, making him taste his own medicine wasn't helpful at all. Complaining to my parents didn't help, trying to talk together and solve the situation by ourselves didn't even work. Being Cold-hearted was the best solution and I suggested I don't have to respect him or forgive him anymore. Now, if he asked my forgiveness I won't be forgiving him. (Which he will never ask for it.) I have done everything I could. I tried to make some deal. He always liked to play COD: Mobile so I thought I should make a deal to respect and he will play COD: Mobile but he would always ruin the deal. He doesn't give promises he just says that he will respect me and stop being rude when he knows he will not stop. I did many things.

 Respect is the most important thing in someone's life. You know people won't care about you if you have no respect for others and/or from others. Like my brother doesn't care about me anyway. To get respect you need to give everyone respect,  

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