Family, one of the most important things in your whole life. Usually including your father, mother and siblings. The most thing you will stay with most of your life, the people you will know most. The people you will probably love the most. The most people that you can share with the memories of the old childhood you had with them. And most of all, the people will help you a lot with your life and have your back.
Now not all families are perfect and no family is perfect. But not all of them are good. Some are good and some are bad, that is something everyone knows. Usually, the most person you love in your family is the mother or father, it at least got to be the parents. Because you rely on them more than you rely on your siblings. Besides, your siblings usually get annoying when you talk to them, play with or ask a favour from them. And your parents are wiser and more experience in life since they lived longer, which is why you love them more. Now you tend to think that you actually hate your siblings and tell them that you actually hate them. You don't hate them, you actually love them and if they were in danger, you would be so worried. Thinking that you hate your brother is normal, everyone who had a brother went through this stage.
But I and my big brother have another story. I actually hate my brother, we fight a lot, we beat each other a lot (usually, I get fucked) and get in arguments a lot. We never respect each other. Our mother talked with us about a thousand times, like a lot, and our relationship never changed at all, it still went in circles. My big brother was usually the one who is about to blow my mum's brain. I have a little brother too, he is so naughty, exhausting. But I just still love him, talked about him in a topic. You should check it out.
Anyway, I don't know when my big brother will start to respect me, I can see many flaws in him and I hate him for that. He just doesn't see his own flaws and think he is smart, like entitlement. He has this shit, where he thinks that he is perfect and everyone else is shit or that he is shit and everyone is perfect so no one will understand his position or role or his experience. He is just so stupid, and whenever my friends say bad things about like use profane language or roast him I am like you are right and I don't care. That is proof that I don't love him at all. Well, because he didn't respect. For the whole 14 years, he would lay his hands on me, beat me, threaten me and shit. I would fight back of course but a couple of times I got fucked and cried. I forgave him a lot, respected him a lot, annoyed him of course. A couple times where I didn't annoy him he would annoy me. He would use his body against me, he knows that I am slim and weak so he would take advantage. He would push me at times, punch me or stuff, and he knows I hate violence. But he doesn't care, no one will agree with whatever I say but I don't care what anyone thinks. After all, this is my thoughts, not yours.
Usually, he is fake in front of his friends. He looks innocent, and nice an kind. He seems funny, my friends say he is cute. But I find him looking shit, his ugliness from inside took over the roof and the surface. I hate him so much and I could keep going telling how shit he is.
Now moving to my mother, she is supportive, probably like every loving mother. My mother is the best mother of all time.
Fun Fact: I have 2 mothers and 2 fathers. I am going to talk about my biological mother and step-father. Whoever gonna comment asking me why I am not talking about my biological father, I am not going to answer this comment.
Anyway, back to the topic. My mother is supportive and loving. But she kind of get angry a lot and over stupid reasons, and this anger got me tired of it. I mean, it became an actual problem. You will notice that my topics are mostly negative, well I am a very negative person. Anyway, she gets angry a lot and she really doesn't admit her mistakes or her flaws. She wants us to be perfect without her doing anything, or I am just thinking that but that is my point of view.
I don't know what I am saying any more, it is late and I am actually tired, got a lot of grammar mistakes as I can see that there should be 13 grammar mistakes by Grammarly.
Now moving on to my step-father, I love him so much. He is a really nice person, he is funny. He is the mood fixer, he fixes the mood. Which is what I liked about him the most. Now I can't think of any flaw in him currently, that doesn't mean that he is flawless but there is no flaw that I notice in him.
I have the best 2 grandfathers ever. The father of my mother is the most one who is funny, it is just cool to sit with him. Bunch of laughter comes out of my mouth whenever I sit with him.
And my grandmother is so good too, I love her so much. We talk a lot, share wise things together.. And she listens to my point of view doesn't matter who is it about. I am listening to songs while writing this shit.
I could go on and on honestly but I need to go to sleep. I might move on with this topic or make a new topic.
I hope you enjoyed the post if you have any topics that I should talk about, tips, opinions or compliments. Feel free to share it down in the comment section.
Now not all families are perfect and no family is perfect. But not all of them are good. Some are good and some are bad, that is something everyone knows. Usually, the most person you love in your family is the mother or father, it at least got to be the parents. Because you rely on them more than you rely on your siblings. Besides, your siblings usually get annoying when you talk to them, play with or ask a favour from them. And your parents are wiser and more experience in life since they lived longer, which is why you love them more. Now you tend to think that you actually hate your siblings and tell them that you actually hate them. You don't hate them, you actually love them and if they were in danger, you would be so worried. Thinking that you hate your brother is normal, everyone who had a brother went through this stage.
But I and my big brother have another story. I actually hate my brother, we fight a lot, we beat each other a lot (usually, I get fucked) and get in arguments a lot. We never respect each other. Our mother talked with us about a thousand times, like a lot, and our relationship never changed at all, it still went in circles. My big brother was usually the one who is about to blow my mum's brain. I have a little brother too, he is so naughty, exhausting. But I just still love him, talked about him in a topic. You should check it out.
Anyway, I don't know when my big brother will start to respect me, I can see many flaws in him and I hate him for that. He just doesn't see his own flaws and think he is smart, like entitlement. He has this shit, where he thinks that he is perfect and everyone else is shit or that he is shit and everyone is perfect so no one will understand his position or role or his experience. He is just so stupid, and whenever my friends say bad things about like use profane language or roast him I am like you are right and I don't care. That is proof that I don't love him at all. Well, because he didn't respect. For the whole 14 years, he would lay his hands on me, beat me, threaten me and shit. I would fight back of course but a couple of times I got fucked and cried. I forgave him a lot, respected him a lot, annoyed him of course. A couple times where I didn't annoy him he would annoy me. He would use his body against me, he knows that I am slim and weak so he would take advantage. He would push me at times, punch me or stuff, and he knows I hate violence. But he doesn't care, no one will agree with whatever I say but I don't care what anyone thinks. After all, this is my thoughts, not yours.
Usually, he is fake in front of his friends. He looks innocent, and nice an kind. He seems funny, my friends say he is cute. But I find him looking shit, his ugliness from inside took over the roof and the surface. I hate him so much and I could keep going telling how shit he is.
Now moving to my mother, she is supportive, probably like every loving mother. My mother is the best mother of all time.
Fun Fact: I have 2 mothers and 2 fathers. I am going to talk about my biological mother and step-father. Whoever gonna comment asking me why I am not talking about my biological father, I am not going to answer this comment.
Anyway, back to the topic. My mother is supportive and loving. But she kind of get angry a lot and over stupid reasons, and this anger got me tired of it. I mean, it became an actual problem. You will notice that my topics are mostly negative, well I am a very negative person. Anyway, she gets angry a lot and she really doesn't admit her mistakes or her flaws. She wants us to be perfect without her doing anything, or I am just thinking that but that is my point of view.
I don't know what I am saying any more, it is late and I am actually tired, got a lot of grammar mistakes as I can see that there should be 13 grammar mistakes by Grammarly.
Now moving on to my step-father, I love him so much. He is a really nice person, he is funny. He is the mood fixer, he fixes the mood. Which is what I liked about him the most. Now I can't think of any flaw in him currently, that doesn't mean that he is flawless but there is no flaw that I notice in him.
I have the best 2 grandfathers ever. The father of my mother is the most one who is funny, it is just cool to sit with him. Bunch of laughter comes out of my mouth whenever I sit with him.
And my grandmother is so good too, I love her so much. We talk a lot, share wise things together.. And she listens to my point of view doesn't matter who is it about. I am listening to songs while writing this shit.
I could go on and on honestly but I need to go to sleep. I might move on with this topic or make a new topic.
I hope you enjoyed the post if you have any topics that I should talk about, tips, opinions or compliments. Feel free to share it down in the comment section.
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